im back you guys
so you may have noticed that i fell off the map for a while there. well i got laid off in ictober which i may have told you guys already and i have not found a job yet but thats not the reason i dissapeared. I told you guys that i was pregnant but i have since lost my baby. It has taken me a while to even be able to talk about it to people. With all the depression i was feeling came inactivity and weight gain so im up to 195 now. i cant belive im here again. the good news is that i have been going back to the gym 5 days a week for about 6 weeks now. but im not losing weight like i was before because i have been really going forward with serious strength training along with my cardio. i did however just recently increase my cardio to 1 hour 4 days a week so hopefully that balances out the muscle gain
anyways i’m back now focused on getting fit, finding a job and making another baby.

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